This I will never fully understand.
When you enter this blissful romance of connection you never really stop and think that it's a possibility that it would ever be any different. That you'll always go for your weekly frozen yogurt, you'll forever be (insert nickname here) and this wonderful group of people will always be on your precious "favorites" on the beloved iphone. Then sometimes as fast as one day- nothing.
Life seriously rattles my brain how tragic it can be, almost in a way that's humorous with it's ironic tone. Almost as though it's an outside force, this thing named life sitting behind a desk with a bunch of buttons, recklessly pushing them for it's own selfish entertainment. Of course there's the "everything happens for a reason" and "it was meant to be" existing only for the coping heartbroken, as well as beer, friendship and chocolate. But then one day you walk into the grocery store and purple gatorade is on display with a giant sale sign above it and they cross your mind. What the fuck is so great about purple gatorade anyway? You have a moment.. smile or roll over eyes or both and that's it. Your mind returns back to "pasta sauce, apples and peanut butter".
There's a few where it took years to truly let go. There's a few the surprisingly took a lot less time. And there's those who will be forever on my heart, never fully understanding why.
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