slow down

Today mark's a designated amount of time since something designated happen.
We all have them.
But that's not the point. The point is, is that these mid-twenties have me suddenly really seeing my old habits for..

..what they really are were(?). 

Physiological this, attachment theory that. It's overwhelming sometimes, not living in my once ignorance is bliss state. I feel.... as though a blur behind the forward moving force. Trying to catch up.

Wait for me. Slow down..