Right now I'm feeling worried, unsure, scared, hopeful, nervous, annoyed anxious and excited.
I'm worried Australia won't work out the way I want it to, because nothing in my life lately has seemed to do so.
I'm unsure about the people in my life and why I don't seem to relate to most of them anymore
I'm hopeful about the future, about Australia, my love life, and my ultimate dream as becoming a nurse
I'm annoyed with people who don't evaluate themselves and their actions
I'm anxious because its genetic
BUT most of all I'm excited. I'm excited to leave California, to go to a country I have never been to before. To see LJ, a camp friend I haven't seen in two years. To have not have a cell phone. To only have to suit cases full of clothes and essentials. To eat vegemite and to meet new people. To truly be 22 and take adavantage of no commitments and live this life. To leave knowing I have an amazing supportive family and a few good friends at home. To eventually go back to the city I love and start over.
Life sure throws a lot at us. How we deal, is essential. I'll embrace it. Here I come Australia, get ready for me..
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